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9/21/01 Didn't get any; oh Jesus Christ. You can hand sprig back in. It's not going to sit there, see me back November. She thought it was me, blond. She's 1000 miles or 100,000, how's she going to know. If you do it must be before brought in. Peaceful. A tiny fragment of something in the ocean.
9/20/01 Man going feet first into a spiral sea shell. Wagon train, like subway fight, shaved head man. The whole shit, but you can throw that against the wall. Black rectangular thing in a man's hand. Home Depot.
9/16/01 Green car going to Hermosa on Aviation. Little Rock becomes Little Ramp S Dakota. If you fight there won't be any people. You didn't close the house. Because I can't stand you--prong. Pile of grass hiding broken glass heap in street. You do. Don't worry about it just say you're sorry for moving on it. They make you say bad things. They make money on their coin issue. Two women in long white dresses turn back from going to airport, go back to Manhattan Beach.
9/13/01 Invaders from someone make us wonder. Red warning label on video box.
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9/11/01 societal change. I invented a much maligned study...for women.
9/9/01 Sens a short man and a Paiute. Attack when the enemy has stopped to rest. Clear liquid fertilizer (?) on some plants; voice "for hospitalization."
9/8/01 I want nothing more than to look 15 again (or 50). Put the knife in her back, the only thing to do.
9/7/01 Driving through the edge of Booneville, past the bank. Bump on road, run over it--couple embracing, woman looks like me, long red hair.
9/6/01 Very clear picture of what looks like a dog's face with long blond hair. Afghan looking dog--thin face.
9/3/01 Actually a stupid pants. Want to be just as much a stupid jerk in return.
9/2/01 Dancing, don't like me anymore, don't care what it is. Man with huge pet snake says it felt comfortable--wrapped around his calf--looks a foot in diameter. Maria's son, yardsale "X" -- she's surprised when she drives past his house.
8/26/01 I don't have a special PC, I''m out of here. Need it to go to sleep--shoud see a shrink. A man blows smoke at me--sitting across in a chair. You have forgotten already; the me stand up for. Babies for sale in a magazine--very soft. The fake is as valuable as the real thing. On TV you don't have to report on it. They won't let you in unless you're a writer. I won't be surprised to hear of boarding school crime.
8/25/01 needs are met. rigid books (hard). Friends, anyone that lives within five miles of you. 42, 53. Infection, the struggles of the small fish attracts the shark. He has a list back there; maybe she found it; she might have turned me on.
8/19/01 dream I step on something, puncture wound in my heel--was a cone shaped piece of metal. Someone helps me find the 4th floor, list/inventory of stuff found there, clothes. Mine. You took mine. Land mines, barriors.
8/18/01 I'm not going to get thru the day.
8/17/01 trickle
8/16/01-2 I already said pizza; you're not going to service all. My memory's still on vacation--military strategy.
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8/16/01 When a body has loses and you feel sorry for them. Fear, hatred (of them) transforms them to date files.
8/15/01 I'd like to go back into the copper mirror. We were all struggling and we did what we had to.
8/4/01 Alley 2 cat. I hope you find the address, it's important.
8/7/01 Picture of girl with her hands on her hips; you don't go like this (bending over, ballerina). Do you understand that we're gonna can that? Remember, won't have to pack anything away -- soldier sitting on bank sits up. Walnut crop ruined 16th.
8/8/01 Two households -- 2 women given a gift. they apply it to some men. It's a mental gift of some kind. man wants to talk; long tropical storms.
8/11/01 Uniforms. The road where you're supposed to stay in the ditch and rabbits are ____ too. A faulty rectangle. We called her Webster, she sang Happy Birthday to You. I would like to see new ragged terrain and rough ____. ******
7/21/01 If you want to go, just go. Just go to your room.
7/20/01 Mistake - yes, self prepared. The automobile part of it -- you're not going to be doing it yourself.
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7/19/01 Skeleton to my right, slightly behind me with a little dried up flesh clinging to his bones -- walking, in a black suit.
7/17/01 You're fed up to here with things I didn't even want to do. Blond woman in green fatigue uniform.
7/15/01 The middle of time -- you shook it/me up. What I need is a year off as a beauty contest winner or as your sidekick. Coco started a thing here.
7/12/01 Abraham Lincoln in a car in front of the driver, limo, with a hand of cards, says, "you don't have five minutes." Puts a cigarette behind his ear and climbs into the back of the limo or back seat.
7/8/01 A woman wants to kill me but I disappear out a small/narrow door, maybe shower door. Maybe on Tuesday. That's what Sheila was saying, does the whole gate get thrown out (picture of tupperware). Molitary man lying.
7/7/01 We're trying to help.
7/5/01 Man with big ears.... "Hattah and her are going to have a boy."
7/4/01 Girl flying like a plane, she comes closer and I see a metal belly -- she looks like a plane.... "Break out -- some means for breathing (when unconscious."
7/1/01 [In the afternoon, voice in my ear, "Tragedy," -- I was reading Dell Horoscopes for Geminis article about the amount of time Americans spend working and don't get enough sleep, says it is because of Gemini (commerce) and Virgo (busy) -- square between Gemini and Virgo in America's horoscope -- the nation seeks to distract (Gemini) itself from it's problems (Virgo).]
6/30/01 strong voice, "seed." "Bible." "survival." Picture of alligator with woman in white dress in its mouth and it is jerking its head up and down flapping her on the ground (has her right in the middle, stomach, with equal parts of her body hanging out each side of its mouth). famous man -- life story, Dad kicked him regularly. [probably Chet Atkins, I just checked the internet and he died today. His dad and half-brother were trained Irish tenors.]
6/29/01 trains with stairs going down to ground/tracks underneath them, thru trap doors. Wire cages underneath trains almost dragging on ground. People waiting in a bus station waiting room -- people sitting in the chairs, room full of people. "you hungry." Hedge clippers jabbed up -- in someone's back. flying horse. rider has claws or long nails. other people advisig how to get on the horse. alternator. [this is the second time I've dreamed about wire cages like elevators on a railroad line.]
6/25/01 he needs it, what she's going through. Live Oak wait until the right time.
6/24/01 Turned against X51, what the Supreme Court ruled upon.
6/22/01 Man tracking someone, places the woman inside the car. $539.
6/21/01 Man dives off a small planet. People along a road in Africa. Man shot, screaming, "you killed his sister." The wrestling tiger manhunt.
6/17/01 Kid at beach, kill him before screw him up any more.
6/16/01 Someone planted a rosebush at the old house on Larch.
6/14/01 She struggles down into a crack in the earth.
6/10/01 Beatings (flyswatters) to teach three subjects. Pamphlet, two paths of a bird, one it gets shot down. Mr. Li's design -- expensive fabric with border.
6/2/01 Work, work, work until an elite group.
6/1/01 Someone else today.
5/24/01 What do you think, the first hypothetical question he threw out. Not going through that again. Make sure that kids didn't get the wrong idea. Problem, couldn't think of himself as normal. That pie is given us, the all encomassing pie. Eudora.
5/17-- 5/23/01 Didn't expect it. A lot of hook, a lot of pressure walking down street. cows -- one of the two, India or China. Hobby. Dig up experts just as deep as you buried them. Black rats, white rats -- pet/book detective. Teacher with book in hands walking around man who can't see him. Thousands of miles, I thought that made me. Glasses, brown hair, blue shirt, needs fan. A man sitting, everything on hold. Car at Torrance and PCH going fast. You know the story, I told you about the woman and two sons and four sons' pictures cancelled. Very good, dog Twitchy or Twitchell -- beagle, sniffing around feet. Bonus is 44%. Would make swords into wands. Can't reject ardor, can only return it. Newsletter, nephew, will come with some day.
5/2 -- 5/16/01 Guy in blue T-shirt, black pants -- sitting on curb, men did you spoke to us. Apollo won't work six more years. It's gotta be my British tea, bicycle in car lane. Ring around the Rosie, little girl up on something. Broken two out of three laws. Arrested on the roof, I just keep comparing until one is better. You can't read people the discourses but you can lock them up.
4/15 -- 5/1/01 Unless it wasn't important I wouldn't corn feed it either. Come it here. The closer I get to it, the better for it (surprises). Too busy. Pushing out - papers or incidents reported. I'll do it all tonight. Tractor backs through compound, someone says it won't work. Too busy to put something back in girl's site.
4/12/01 Home world a plastic game like rock, paper, scissors --turn the cubes. I would have gotten tired, what did I say. Take the thing out of it this time I come in here.
4/8 - 4/11/01 Faith pushing a gurney blocks some opening. Lure people to Palmdale, college prep high schools. Someone stuffing my pink rabbit in a sack. Middle aged woman on train asks young guy's opinion. 655 or 355 -- you can read it some other time. 30 starved to death in a prison. Brocelli new treat in Russia.
4/7/01 I like the surrender. Red, blue and green sofa or dress tapestry fabric.
3/31/01 Cold wet feet. blow dart in man's back, heart palpitations. man and woman in burgundy or red stretch out feet, white socks (joke). homework charged to someone.
3/30/01 traveling down a road, get out of car. Sit along road -- horse and buggy. Blond says she's an occasional lyer (lies).
3/25/01 round nose in ground where high powered rifle shot. that little girl master guru. dog grabs the pig by the back leg. a curved ribbonlike design. racketball game just starting - girls PE class. Girl roller skating in camophlage, dog hanging onto her dress tail.
3/23/01 polished rock, where did come from -- ledge above.
3/18/01 ain't coming out till you come in here to get it. sack of something in bear cave. green skirt, kid delivers, mom has nothing to wear. meet with computer people, something they left out. groom disrupts ceremony in Seattle.
3/4 - 3/17/01 temp file of picture and text. which one should die (aunts) I don't need to clean up. No security problems down here. stained glass necklace in blues and yellows. Woman saying, yes you can.
3/1/01 names on a lawn.
2/16 - 2/29/01 when that orange thing came up the tube. that could have been you. soldiers tapping shoulders. work, modify and work on training projects. headlines -- what does he really print. Zappa. Moving. If nothing wrong it will not hurt.
2/2 - 2/15/01 - ask her the same questions. 7,000. a double. later on this in movie, I don't know if he explained anything to you. you can't take horses inside in the winter time. ankle do. I'd go out there and get her. Captain is a boat peer. meat pies. top notch cookie.
1/28/01 - a chart, Lafayette. things done like this.
1/13/01 - Susan Stasik. flooded intersection by school,muddy lake. Rain sound [I can hear the sound of rain on the roof before it starts raining since 1992.] Harder climb trying to get back in somewhere.
1/4/01 bacon face. sausage face keeps wiping his face on the flag.
12/31/00 curved out -- be able to see
12/30/00 this is not about the people's death of the people. it's just the death of one. tough guy, Kurt Russell or Kris Kristofferson
12/27/00 woman - warning to herself in internet, posted
12/22/00 postpone or delay. 50% off time. Dayton. nice woman, soft heart.
12/15 - 12/21/00 razor sharp, recliner. can't live minimum life. look how luxurious, grass. cut off hand. long mouse carpet -- see thru. keys in car, I left their kids down there. political website, tall dark handsome several sections. Ravina - lost on ocean, ocean voyage.
12/14/00 I can't stand comical chains on legs (hair up).
12/9/00 6 of pentacles, continuation after were gone
12/2 - 12/8/00 lock like me. for many years -- 100. black room with spots of light. I don't need anything. they have to be lined up, cards -- aren't even current. four men can't lift his personality (Hermit). arranging furniture, 16 years. walking beside the car, bruise on my heart. so you won't become so confused maybe sick, pain in ear.
11/30/00 the boss, if they're going to grow that fast. waiting for a journey across the country. Queen of wands reversed in black and white.
11/26/00 ice cream made of pig poop, pale tan. towels, paper plates, we're not done with them yet. Suzie from Outer Space. stubborn wounds from something in your pocket. meditating. less hair in your eyes. kid sleeping on pillow on floor, make-shift, make do.
11/21/00 getting damp, didn't say anything
11/19/00 books in the internet
11/18/00 they expect me to drill down the door myself, I have six kids. on the paper you make the cookies the nicest, most natural you can. why don't you just turn it in. not even close. pop the hole in the grain and die.
11/17/00 I am conflicting, favorites clicking
11/10/00 pregnant woman, very pale pink dress, Santa hat, sick boy carried by men. feed a cry.
11/9/00 don't get too crazy out there or I'm going to call your self. high heels with books hidden in soles.
11/6/00 swimming a race between a man and a boat.
11/4/00 Hermosa Valley park, boy in tutu kicked in stomach. rain pours down, torrential. grand mop. children working as stuffing in couch cushions. pretty blond two year olds. Dorothy apartment in Des Moines, shitting metal rods.
11/2/00 it is bad. it is. it. New York like Hong Kong, two million people in very small places. laying out whale bone corset. not even going to share it with you. soaked in water and made pliable. a housewife girl out of breath -- ran to get something on a boat. the reason was.
10/28/00 drop money in a box -- Korean -- in head -- divided box -- section
10/27/00 little boy in sewer, water, other kids help him up. went in 3/18 -- March 18 captured
10/20/00 doctor saw bell baby crack
10/14/00 man hit over head and put in jail cell by several men. you're broke, what about me. woman in burning building comes out, says, I thought it was Jack that would do that. fire on shoulders -- ignored, not famous. firemen -- Japanese. level 7 - touch more.
10/12/00 he's a happy child
10/11/00 until the military robs me. lawsuit has no additional claimants.
10/10/00 I wouldn't believe it if it was three coffees in the ground. little girl doesn't write name after other homework. milk was going up and down. wagon, metal wheels like traincar. note to reduce it down -- the ten. 1 7/8 of 1/8.
10/7/00 all right textiles and paints or dyes. sex with self -- entropy.
10/6/00 guy outside store - is he doing any favors waiting for the show to begin.
10/3/00 arrest, below surface operations
9/28/00 19, 18.45, 17, 9,18,22
9/25/00 coup, pizza
9/22/00 chocolate all day this Wednesday
9/21/00 plane
9/17/00 shock at 60
9/16/00 new life started July 9, destroy surprise journey, stomach ache
9/9/00 owe three years, I'm okay you go sitting, in fine print by the price tag.
9/8/00 some habit I don't have, breaks for eating at work. do you have room to spread them out. Tony Escobar won lotto. police, black uniform. what if I iffin bad before i leave. hole cut in someone's head -- cancer.
9/7/00 one shot away
9/4/00 slow start, spill the wool more, noises and appearances of something under the blanket, only old people want it
9/3/00 workers shortening a rotten building. healing of insects - mantises. rattlesnakes in a bag of fruit, bananas, snakes twisted in a ball. peeled back carpeted hotel room, he can do anything worthwhile, he can trust. shutdown. nothing wrong with military signatures (left blank). they break apart if you don't pick them up right away. Jerico - I have you to thank for not going there. Van Meter's Hayward, small bamboos in the middle of three, if something happens it'll never grow. he'll make up for it later, work cleaning fish tanks. tip red couch over - rotate it. stain was removed. very nice padded tablecloths -- won the lotto. soon it'll be July 15, now serving. very small blue bird in a hole in the parking lot at Kmart. hiding in velvet, beautiful eyes. song -- ad jingle. Tony cut to the final, skip boring. sink hole, takes 1-2 days to deliver Sunday newspapers for 15 cents each. denim dress - Santa Monica getting short. 60 pounds abandoned purse pulled out of river. fat brown fish doesn't eat red or blue one. Dad's truck stolen, insurance agent killed. woman hits kids as long and as low as she can, they climb on ladders.
9/2/00 take a taxi to the airport, drive in the country. many dividers, no rust in a metal bar. cocktail ring covered with diamonds, pin. rotten strawberry on floor.
9/1/00 hop in new bunch of tables. pig and whistle. if things really as bad as they seem. checking paperwork to see if it's all there. initials on paper, I can't afford it. fish with wings on the fin tips.
8/27/00 at each others throats, fights, bike path, shorts. 100 degrees to 70 degrees, not hard nosed, heart or missing toes, pioneer, big hard breasts
8/24-25/00 if most or all of the actions are on one side of the fish, put something with the dog
8/20/00 don't put it on there, they're the kind of fish nobody wants. I loathe the president and I especially loathe the press agent. the doctor and I made a deal -- no sugar and no trouble.
8/19/00 Bible belt, 3:19, blows up in face at drugstore or Vons
8/18/00 big shiny silver fish (like Robot) don't have to stand behind
8/16/00 guaranteed action log
8/15/00 do you want to finish up. pants with cardboard reinforced pocket pinned down with a gold pin -- too tight in waist. everything out of the drawer and shelves. dishes not done. do both, comfort city. bleeding blazing stops.
8/13/00 work for you, Jesus in fraternity in college
8/12/00 smell like a book, little mother, baby brown rabbit hopping in gray stuff like gravel
8/8/00 flying over fields, snapping toes, stick toes for blood, I won't get it all, Chinese cooking. solving problems, had to go to bed,sleep. low swampy area, several generations, pull plug to drain
8/6/00 5 or 25 line search info, Angela and Ted tennis/tense. message contained make-up compliment and only a little bitterness
8/5/00 one of stupid virtues, $1, can't reduce.
8/4/00 man in water to neck, bummer, it's cold. I don't know what she's going to tell her parents. it leveled them all off -- balls had to put it on the other side. admired and wired and sometimes gifted. did he ever ask if he could break your arm. planning cakes tho there's no known cure for death.
8/3/00 there was nobody there in the hospital, asphoxia. no good. prisoners of war line up at cafeteria. somebody has to take them home. They sit here for too long. you go and tell everything you know. delphiniums, gift. snowy mountains -- buildings. a circle. you know what it is and you know what it does.
8/1/00 crawl deeper, man in hole or basement
7/30/00 a list of things you should say
7/24/00 bicycle at Fry's, alfalfa growing along road -- purple flowers. 2 or 3,6,9
7/23/00 hollyhocks, small spaces on space ships. not talking after three weeks of crowding. pantomime cure for some things.
7/22/00 the highest levels, man with daughter, deep depression, doing something at chair or table. rollerskates whirling, symbol of low testosterone.
7/21/00 number 10 is pregnant again, also number 7.
7/16/00 worry sorrow less
7/15/00 woman in apartment 5 comes back from a bar and didn't take gate opener. she's on a motorcycle dressed in black leather. chain at waist, black leather pants and vest.
7/14/00 coyote panting small is sign of outside teepee. Our son died this week and I haven't been able to talk to you about it.
7/9/00 Harimun, hard knocks, anger filled or calm. lion image catches other images, like dression like lion. Patti Duke career that comes to an end several times. each word stresses.
7/4/00 ants following me -- lots of them with their toes cut off. necklace like you've never been born. go ahead and fry. won't get better. Times back on news stand. healing ritual, steps in and out of a body. healing book a woman is holding. a woman goes to a hit where a little girl lives in a jungle. you don't have to smash your head (bandages). 3 people sick, 3 cups of water. maybe he has it for son. 3 barn bete, Threbambete -- town in Afghanistan. how did she get that idea. she tore up the thing at the caddy shack in the mountains.
7/3/00 what minute fragments of potato chips do you want? potatoes ground up. would like failure time, a rest at sea. action and reaction good news and bad news, blond guy
7/1/00 we accomplished over here what you did over there so we know you don't know. refuse to identify your numbers, not get anything. 3. all right,you'd better try to bell. the southern tip of Ireland, try and try to hold my hand.
6/24/00 going around in circles
6/23/00 review and changing, constant changing
6/17/00 two little men, potatoes, 186th and Carson, birthday cake sprinkles, small black wild boar
6/15/00 disrupting cicada
6/4/00 kept track of everything
6/3/00 ask him Sunday, go over the hill -- wheat
6/2/00 the depth of other vacations without the cost, Ronald Reagan, too hard to press for without a cup, baby carriages, van over hill
5/28/00 a lot of pets just an excuse to walk around the table. kid can't understand how a snake can change the subject. switch burning in panel -- smoke. one line back, the leap into the womb, UFO mark with (leg)
5/26/00 you'll have to have some lung work done to go in the newborn nursery
5/13/00 14, 53. old rocking chair, Laker sat in it when visited. someone afraid to stay in their own apartment. bottle of V8 juice. battery water, woman wants ride to get new battery, save pennies, guess
5/6/00 people say to you look like her -- Debbie Reynolds
4/30/00 ice cream, the scuttlebutt standing around to hockey him. green dress with elastic and straps
4/28/00 your worst problem -- you have to sleep on your clothes, the last five months he hasn't had sex
4/27/00 bounce it back and forth connecting ribbons
4/15/00 don't stand there and watch, might not hear
4/14/00 work it up, of course I understand, in the backgrounds of these have you heard any mention
3/31/00 go get her
3/26/00 they work on small problems and one is working on the solution to a big problem
3/25/00 aren't they having wettsy? two families side by side - one gone somewhere
3/19/00 door, dating game
3/17/00 living down, cold -- wants to plan some work for cold temperature
3/12/00 rudderless boat
3/1/00 doesn't use moods, capability
2/27/00 man creates something, makes woman think about it
2/25/00 manager at Target, what a drag to travel alone, to be all alone, vibrations are important to someone
2/24/00 next time I come thru the Sports Arena
2/18/00 engineers, $76,800. some reason why you can't see it. 26,19
2/13/00 grocery store, pay $10, it might not be there (bill)
2/5/00 believability from other points of view, pictures in two parts -- bottom end towards desk. family stuff meets in car (headline). painted black, two coats, don't have to film England, 700 people statue - girl in T-shirt and shirt, and guy, she's bending backwards. thing's in there.
2/4/00 you've got a lot to take advantage of - Robinson's May. she collected
2/3/00 you must be somebody, what're you doing down there? before stepping into the boat,positive, spray water on dust, outfox men, flashing a blank and drawing a card, the cranes, its different, she let a popcorn.
2/2/00 too much room
1/30/00 didn't want to bring anything (anyone) for that matter. twin blonds in jacket dresses. long hair to shoulders -- straight. this is the last time you'll have to see this/ Van Meter lumberyard. new kind of restaurant, toystore, trees grow, prune, Joshua Tree, new people
1/29/00 no news
1/20/00 man entrenched in November court - it beats working. your dog don't understand what he might last summer. Dad's papers. multiple points of view, filters. I haven't told you today. some numbers, amounts. remembering. there with her. paletenian. are they wonderful, rabbit jumps up and grabs wrist with four paws. 12 years for child, hard years.
1/17/00 the horse shoe travel channel
1/16/00 $375,000. bridge, double chocolate cookies, work -- man says he's sitting out there waiting to see if they make him retire. transitional Tarot cards. left handed soup spoons. silver spoon. charging a dime for each hop -- kangaroo.
1/15/00 something in meal soaks up extra water/liquid. brain partitioned into drives. a: drive is removeable - secret thoughts of evidence your delusions are true. c: conversations you forget m: math h:history
1/13/00 notice. fur donkey on their penises. I'm not going to stay here. I'm too lazy. my whole life is far away in here. wet on floor under table. talk. fatty acids.
1/12/00 costume
1/10/00 Easter bib. becomes less well understood. forgetting something --Christmas pictures, cards or balcony window
1/9/00 the smelly robe. the jasper pigs. you'll get us suspended but she's so beautiful. she'll only be 58. a growl from deep inside her. regular fumigate computer room. do you understand now, not entirely about the rugs/rags. talking stove - large voice through vents in chimney. I can't leave too much stuff in the box - white and pink flowers.
1/8/00 sex going somewhere.
1/7/00 just before the guy stepped out on the porch roof. a woman looking at some oatmeal, doesn't understand.
1/6/00 two tricks. license plate says "remedy or....." little cat feet on spinning wooden kitchen God -- on edge of it.
1/2/00 lawn, $110,000. picture black, white, sepia
1/1/00 spend 30 years just looking for rattlesnakes
12/31/99 pug dog walking up to girl
12/29/99 giant crab, lobster. plastic replicas in window frames
12/28/99 not... because you'd be going down. more time. snake comes out of my shoulder. this works -- suspended by heels (some people) in field. riding bikes thru. two year old girl, snowman, I like this. no football, punch in nose. a short time ago -- dragons. faint -- basic life. hands over head.
12/27/99 they all had to die (building blocks) or something like that. mothers ghost in servants area in Roman palace. pony tail sticking out bottom of stocking cap -- on fire in back if hanging down. My God, this has to end. all the stores run by Italians.
12/26/99 I don't know what it is -- Waldon's. card expired, Norma. dining room. several ways to do this. hit once for each letter in word. hit line of people once each. gummi.
12/25/99 rabbits under the couch or desk in a trailer. Sen Joe Kennedy said it would take time. leather jacket creaking.
12/24/99 two week work done in one day. come back and we'll hire you as a manager. afraid to go to the stern of the boat. pussies. four really did come back. mallet.
12/23/99 with taxes adn training camp
12/22/99 Christmas parade, settle something or if not he moves on. buying something, cookie object
12/21/99 sitting in transparent teacup. jokes he's trying to do. you've got to make the best of your advantages. got to go, go, go. that's six -- eating, fist.
12/19/99 bag made of pottery. orange pages in computer.
12/18/99 crying attracts UFOs
12/13/99 riverbank, see red. what the mother feels like at the time of the delivery
12/12/99 snake hiding behind a veil or cloud -- blind to this. an armful of purple flowers in nasturtiums. pet. win or lose. bull and cow on street off Rosecrans by Oceangate. yellow lines painted on by cow, by freeway, like sergaent stripes. soft earth like trampoline. a man in a shed in his chair -- big copper bowl on his lap.
12/10/99 all wet, I'm just leaving. the door wide open. little girl -- doll under coat. what hit you as funny,student council. f: drive. two dolls, very long hair like Lady Godiva. don't tell him and if he doesn't try to surprise you. crack in person. cook alive in microwave. there are water beings (Pookas like horses). 1000 stores, Sears moves out. In a batter, Gram, solar plexus, Manhattan Beach.
12/7/99 gassing rabbits. looks like an apple pie. 400,000 light bulbs.
12/4/99 cable capability isn't put in. so more than one step to get it. spot on palm of hand. more than one problem to get rid of it. a list of old friends.
11/28/99 one more day. I forget you until noon. you can't kick someone who doesn't know they're down. do you mind if I talk to you. do I kiss you and beguile you. a choice some men are making. the Government has been watching her for a long time. what shall we talk about practice. one hour to bury dead rabbits. a room where Liz Taylor chooses something.
11/27/99 German boy -- Hummel, dressed in red short outfit. jackets on women in bikinis. will life into a body that's beyond compare/hope. Brenton or Quenton is next male doll. kisses.
11/26/99 someone takes your place
11/25/99 puts cigarettes out, straightens them out, stretches them out. if you looked sad it wouldn't be much different would it, man's face. blond flight instructor -- two doors down. I could carry them myself. she's on a diet so she's not a door handle. I saw them mate last night with my own eyes one on each side of the bed. some with a Celtic girl make a class interesting. such a pain on holidays. balls a month.
11/24/99 a piece. let the rabbits do what they want to do. $143,000, yeah.
11/23/99 water on road, makes hole. elephant scoops with foot -- falls down in hole, maybe finds something.
11/22/99 you're not missing out, are you? long building - entry way, stairs up front, I go up there. bowl of sweet potato slabs or candy ginger. girl crossing Pier Ave at Monterey -- see thru blouse. 30 cars parked in back of apartment building, can't see oil on driveway. reading or movie is warm up -- big nose. corn hands loose. there was something under the mattress last night, I had to turn it off. music sneaks up on you -- not that good at first, then very good. breaks out every bone in body, sin. tiny feet, footprints, shoes. squash, sliced up. diaphonous curtain.
11/21/99 just stand there or I'll say something you'll regret. $5 a pop
11/20/99 Kindle doll. a rescue for another day, nobody calls for help -- wheeled case. a rattlesnake at a drinking fountain. archaeological dive -- digs pulled the cord too soon.
11/17/99 keep me from getting hostile for another minute
11/14/99 explosion in kitchen stove. kids help pick up dust at rabbits. a pain in my left side. a living room furniture set with a couch. a round red disk. to look in things as if they're hers -- small paper bags. medicated cream for head. listen to sermon? doncha butcher it.
11/13/99 crying far away inside. very sad. depressed feeling. doesn't cost anything to get a new strip. his shirt and an alibi. it sounds like superstition when it's someone else.
11/11/99 I only came close once.
11/10/99 those are the ones that won't reach out for us. five butter guarantee points.
11/7/99 dump the load. black skirt, red designs, cleaning up. mean -- lawn with dogs, plenty of remote controllers, wallet on dashboard, mint chocolate chip
11/4/99 mark four categories. look to her.
10/31/99 substitute one thing for another or one person for another. would not affect the assignment of contracts in the city -- to teams. does this look like the one Connie sent? Lakers,white shirt. torn blouse -- now assaulter.
10/30/99 significant details
10/24/99 Barnaby's -- voice way down there. Go. 54/64 check OK. Is John there? State Fair competition. Did you check the guidelines? next time I'm going to wing it. contest this year. Next year, free form.
10/23/99 green station wagon. something in there might be ok. black and white checked area - coat? girl is there. eating together. a young guy with a bedroll knows the answers to what is going on -- Hermosa Farmers Market. family crossing Valley Drive.
10/22/99 wild, horses dragging someone. low tolerance for frustration and pain
10/21/99 it smells like corn shit down there. over there. now read your book.
Posted 8/15/01
10/15/99 Spins on the floor and talks too much; knife in toe and trust your
heart; the queen was weaker than the men; a heart attack, a car; Porky's gut
wrenching restaurant; needlework in Egypt
10/14/99 Human way; shut .... out; shut beauty in; cute, tavern, idea
jumping up and down;
10/11/99 2 of 6 are.... jokes; worry; puzzle pieces missing, man puts back
a small box top of them.
10/10/99 Even if she was a pig, she wanted to plant corn.
10/9/99 Quiet that extends for at least a block; did you ever listen
between the city noises.
10/3/99 Make your whole life so accurate... It's a Zen puzzle.
10/2/99 Stone block dropping onto a floor; very heavy, loud.
9/28/99 Xerox the room; makes him feel better, coffee.
9/27/99 Vegetable baskets where police car is; black cop says, you look
pretty good folks-- in alleyway beside house, on sidewalk; something in
hands; Chex mix.
9/26/99 St. Bernard drools on woman; lying on green belt.
9/25/99 It's amazing what she can do with this four man husband; file
rabbits teeth; history of morality of foods; back of truck, train, Navy
recruiting insufficient; to bring kids up to speed in a year; clean up and
throw out some stuff; that looks easy, what're you giving the rabbits; stand
off with cats--holding shoe; one dog doesn't like us, just the beginning;
give them antibiotic and ship them out.
9/24/99 Eyes, chilling, test, cry; park scene, anytime you like to; ate my
mom's candy bar; doorway, leaving
9/23/99 $300 per month for water; put rabbit on bed; opened first time;
rabbit grows up, eats tomatoes, spinach it says; can't feed them, not home
enough; Mommy's goat; dark building like aircraft hanger; run to daddy, he
keeps them waiting the tables early; going over everything for the day; man
sitting in chair waiting; no, don't tease me; guts, bad spots; let me talk.
9/19/99 Not be seen telling anyone; 7th time to cross the grass; big family
in front of bank; censorfood; not on street.
9/18/99 Shoes; take responsibility; would you rather talk to my gun;
something you don't like; stand on corner all night; pizza, go to bathroom;
put it in writing, 20 years; trade secret; galaxy; sitting on the bull; cat
something free, breathe free; connection is...
9/11/99 Trust; shoot through windows and try to get.... #1.
9/10/99 The ones that get caught are the ones that are lucky; I wouldn't
give you the current bidding list of anything.
9/9/99 A button, 5 months; I don't see eye to eye on many things; you know
better; measurements--string baby, very thin legs, blond in trash bag.
9/6/99 Little girl on sidelines of soccer field pulling strings; diaphragm,
trouble when the whole room thinks the corn is theirs; lose faith in our
society, lose face, rape; low in park, I don't like.
8/21/99 Black dog on ground; race track or ball park; Irving Snyder. A man
rusty weapons; all women slingshots covered with gold; 20% of income.
8/7/99 Sitting in a chair waiting for something to happen; birds first year
back from migrating find mate.
8/6/99 At the beach, I have to swim across a ditch to the beach, someone
floating toes out of water, shuttle; policy-off the hook, win; children
dressed like soldiers run to their dads, blond girl doesn't have dad.
8/4/99 Man in a black T-shirt chasing a woman.
8/2/99 A motorcycle in the dark, going down a hill; a car driving the
opposite direction on a 2-lane road, old car, twilight.
7/30/99 Madonna, a watchful voice would.... The injury has gone this far
down; one chance a week.
7/26/99 Going away; outside the window; going up now; okay, Sheila, you
need some care.
7/25/99 Don't bite; cancer scare years are likely to take it away/ cause
it.
7/20/99 Sheila, somebody else bought the books out on the veranda; a list;
poking with a pencil; there is no mental or physical problems (room for
them) in this fakir.
7/18/99 Something is not important; a man's papers just formality.
7/17/99 Usually it's the .... gets him stirred up.
7/15/99 Grandma passed out; people don't have any privacy or policy;
everyday, everywhere;
7/14/99 Man sitting on a hillside; too thin; out of all that; already
returned.
7/13/99 Kids punching rolls of toilet paper in the air; a desert bowl full
of mercury; can you fit two parents thru the back door (hole in table).
7/12/99 Three ways down a golf course; bicycle bought with beer (Hermosa);
dissonant along a highway; what you can do without, give me that energy;
lamb--same pounds; little girl wants to help-- voice says she'll be waiting
a long time.
7/11/99 Woman dressed in mid-calf pants has decided to move somewhere;
man--pain in his foot thought it was caused by a Mexican restaurant; kids
(break) take care of all the toys in the stores; cadiro; guy with a pet
amoeba named paramecium perfection; living next door to a guy that never has
trouble with his car.
7/10/99 A lot of mail; some crossed in mail; one from a successful man, an
ad; man saying something is not man's head; making little kids do something,
teacher of the year; lie a terrorist, know safe houses; it's not that I
don't want to touch my foot daily; right behind you; gauze poltergeist
handles; he's tired and he wants to eat off my foot again; I do what I have
to; 3 letters in my mind, 1st one sent, 2 short ones.
7/9/99 Ciphers and cigars; meeting around table.
7/8/99 A baby in an insect's mouth-- might be red sheet; blond baby, mother
feeding; life seems to have come to a stop; steal it out, put it back in;
our vocabulary is big; lie down, eat celery; as soon as you put it in the
street.
7/5/99 2-3 times a day; giant men like wrestlers, 4-5 of them; FBI starting
something; little curly dog like miniature rottwieler.
7/4/99 We make comments to each other at the restaurant that...
7/3/99 You don't feel bad, do you, once you're over there? all these years
putting the make-up all around the spine; one hour morning or during day;
thongs smashing bottle--smells like vegetables; army blanket; guy in
apartment 2 walking up stairs; good thing up put some of mine away (45s);
standing off by myself; little teeny bumps like this build up-- buttons on
console.
7/2/99 $139M; glass eye flies into a drink, splash; how I look at it,
Pamela Hill; my son was going to town, boo hoo; alright weddings.
7/1/99 Dario region of PR is going to be a state; people fighting; I have
high stress levels from 1st fight, not as much from 2nd.
6/29/99 It's a memorial; are you ready--no; gallbladder; a ... for tryst;
all anyone is.
6/28/99 Cake in the back of jeep--ice cream cake; there are only so many
kinds of spilt milk; you notice I always feel bad, don't feel bad;
jump--garage with saint statues, everything wrong; new pitch this; mermaids
rowing a boat, have to be nearly side-by-side; discover your last 10
workable days; duality; anything, small town on highway; take you to the
edge; bridge --river and mountain peak; see, still breathe; playbill in San
Pedro; she keeps you busy for years.
6/27/99 Costume--pink frill around face,skirt pulled up; the abyss of bad
hair day; men fleeing building under construction, one plaid shirt; if I
could read your mind; pain in ovaries; Egyptian girl praying; digging at
base of light pole-- woman, a grave for a cat? Italy, family with small son
came back, politely shook hands and left again; driving crazy, not keeping
paperwork; drivers license, two problems; what killed me; I do little
exercises, anything; she lies on the couch at night and says it's all over;
did you see I faced my little boy brother.
6/26/99 What name it; Hollywood.
6/25/99 Blow their guns out; turn around; dry off; she may have never seen
them in her life; no she didn't; before the turn around I loved you; despite
our problems; what about the door; could be hours, months, days; look at
those people, they tranquilize them; how many plants left that fly (wings);
I told her about the chargers.
6/24/99 Thank you, Popeye. Road ends, dirt road; that road ends and you
have to take another one; that's where they put the T-shirts and stuff they
don't know what to do with.
6/22/99 Higher risk; by then she'll have ants; a necklace full of pus; when
shall he support, never.
6/21/99 epollinate; opening up cards of people who got new jobs; quiz of
memory
6/19/99 Address 1:05 where something is; caribou; bar play; 2 carets or
carrots; mocking voices; are you laughing or crying; at least I can still
get out of bed and walk up and down the block.
6/18/99 Two things already done; but do you think...; queen of wands, black
cat; grow cold and die; in over my head; 5431 -- 2 if bulls; big fat
hairless one shitting a giant pile, white with black spots, covering
something; little girl spinning, has cards on her back; codeine works at
Hughes, codependents; another thing I like about him; all men do that; wrap
your face in cellophane; old dog--may as well kick over and die; get used to
it, monumental errors; get a day job; one of your failures on the Devil's
postpile in Mammoth; you've seen it before out the window; a word too far;
the sock hop wouldn't last.
6/17/99 There'll be more room, I'm leaving, Sheila (Julie's voice.) Mom's
kitchen, she says, where's our surprise. I have two badges, mine and one
with cows on it. Caramel ice cream in freezer, bagels or cookies-- voice
behind me at freezer says, "they blame it on menopause." I answer -- yes
everything. You can't be all things to all people, you can't be anything to
some; gviscon; come back.
6/16/99 Pick losers, pick six; secretly married, secretly divorced; a list
of shirts, overlapping; walk street, drum beat; honey they're gonna fall
in/on your face; painted expression, body type; fall, monitor, she hired...;
eggs on rice, tastes better if you mix it; bring it over here, to window;
limited these are longos; Thur-Sat Oct 4th; steal that from me too,
everything, my whole life; re-attach my arm, even if doesn't work out.
6/14/99 Pluck eyebrows in template; jerk a fart; keep fucking up, boat, you
don't care if the butt of the joke or the joke itself; Republican joke--frog
or something in pocket; they're right across from People; salad, colonel; a
handful of cereal and it's all out; I didn't want to help you; tape back,
back together; bad, emotional English; don't worry, you're not even
permanent; everyone chases after the most popular.
6/13/99 Shiksa, big feet; he cut in; drop in this evening or tell the
truth; your life that you've run even though you can't see clearly; dog
days; something in the oatmeal; don't hand me anything; in my shoes; not
very neighborly; stampede; life is better in an hour; ruthlessness to
one/others.
6/12/99 There's nothing yes and no about it; wetness; kid lifted 200
pounds, don't tell him how much; square metal block; the rest of the records
haven't caught up; forms; pages 49, 952. Tiannamen Square--the
Autobiography of an Angry(?) Man; technical, Minot North Dakota (Son of
Sam); bees.
6/11/99 Big time; don't worry, be happy; New York buildings or Chicago
going towards downtown
6/10/99 Waste of fruit; young deteriorated.
6/9/99 Man driving possessed by two people, in turn, mumbling incoherently.
6/7/99 Exercise wheel going around, I'm inside; something stashed away
somewhere; mouse keeps slipping into hole like inkwell hole in desk.
6/6/99 La Nina--weather going different direction; radio, child calling for
parents; crow on chimney, claws making scratching noise; selling, a dollar
or two.
6/4/99 Water flushes out a bunch of dream images--landscape, rain or hose;
little girl saying about an adopted boy, after he came in my house he
wouldn't go out, even to do things; getting ready for your best interests.
6/3/99 A Volkswagen that looks like a hammerhead shark from the air; T
intersection; work is like needlework--tapestry; if we could get this truck
full; high schools, new water in pools; long pilgrimage to Long Beach to
deliver some package to a temple, like soybeans.
5/31/99 Two things in half an hour; put on ..., dear; private eulogy; just
drink tomorrow; two of pentacles turning, twisting, flying through air; man
at chalkboard; an old stadium is closed.
5/9/99 I am so tired of being the dad. Scene from a dream -- hooks for
hanging clothes. At work I walk past the computer room and a conversation
is being transmitted on the loudspeaker. To keep your back in your
convertible and your wheels on the road. A woman's voice. Vital. Other
side. Girl with a broken spoon in her mouth says she'll decide what to tip.
Sold furniture (mother-in-law) -- pain in hip; settling, grating. It's not
going to be easy; nine months earlier; the spot check is the same on both
sides so how are we gonna...; I'm the one that eats it; let me see; you have
to tell the new stuff; mattress in yard as mulch; you could feel my muscles
by never leaving, through dress; clear up in five days or get worse; $18 big
boys; that part again, talking to someone else; he said he quit; a big
circle-- picture of the eye; $1000 on his head, just make him nervous;
Italian Father criticizing; orange, green, brown surface-- looks like
leather; it's her salary; do you want to get married; a cliff, money; too
easy, comfortable, no suffering; please don't wash me, I'm fine (vase with
cactus); she got out of alignment; Aileen; the numbness, withdrawn,
psychology animal; phony car washers are out; fire burns up paperwork on
desk; cortisones of by-passes; some misperception or misinterpretation;
hurry up and; a tail, fox -- have to take it out of a window, crack or door;
wasn't doing something at all that last week; throw glasses on bed;
cry--night hand twitch; window on beach; Boris Yeltsin; I'll kill myself
before I'll leave; she had 13 kids; talk yourself down; worse off; drink--I
can't drink and drive; scare you -- kill you; up to neck in dirt since 1948;
the people you say goodbye to might not have gone anywhere yet; impressaria;
I'm going out the door; France is low on blood; they like to keep them
moving (tourists); good for my next two councils/counsels; new house; get
them to do what they're supposed to do -- truckload of men; don't put the
fees in the way; exercise bike, weights, lighten up; I'm not going to off
you buddy, I'm going to offer you once more; tall boy on football stadium
bleachers; do you teach it in a year--contracts; heavy itch; I don't know if
you can qualify for automatic (Shirley's house); vaginal; crazy officials;
open area, big offices; when you spread germs to yourself and the other
people around you; glasses on; cock crowing; remember the problems;
boysenberries setting on; law enforcement; 10,000 years-- Jewish calendar;
I'm split and my other half leaves me messages since 1952; standing in food
court; have to wait for man to cool down; agent waits in car; it made my
fall hurt, yours too? subliminals in movie; snooker nookie; more than you
give me, I take clothes, two changes; I've known him too long, I can't be
jealous, junkman; 5 cents; they go to the gym, pick them up; book to
editor, delayed, have to rewrite; whole thing is a tease (editor on phone);
a lot of women like a little yellow medicine (Chinese woman drinking small
boys urine in The Forbidden Door by T. Terzani); disintegration, shimmering,
whirling; $435 telescoping expenses $870; going around a lake.
3/20/99 Bridge playing. A girl takes a prom length diamond necklace and
puts the diamonds in her hair. 3/21/99 Someone else
will take over some task; metal rectangles hanging from strings; these
program things. 3/22/99 One picture of a woman replaced by
another -- much cheaper. Number 779 -- other things replaced; numbers or
squares/rectangles.
2/15/99 Sitting on a rock; things different than they were before. The
fair; a different bear. Lovelorn. A boat in the harbor, a fine; San Pedro;
drugstore, three herbs (almost everything at the drugstore is aspirin,
antihistamine or menthol). Books too expensive -- one Satanist book.
Arache or atdole. Table like figure 8.
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